Nothing To Do

Assalamualaikum everybodeee :)

Good morning, y'alls. Well, I don't have any interesting story to write but I have to keep posting my blog.

Once again. My holidays are sucks. Stuck in home and berlemak jee. Hehe. Never meant to nag, just saying. I've spent my holidays studying for next year, watching tv, and online-ing. "tak main badminton depan rumah keeerr?" Two Three words for you. I'm LAZY FAT-ASS. Malas nak keluar rumah. Gahh !

At least show on tv seems quite interesting. I've spent my time watching How I Met Your Mother. Walaupun episode tu ulang berkali-kali. And I also watched my favourite cartoons. Regular Show and Adventure Time. Teehee ^^ Then I studied Maths and Science. Damn. When I started to recap the chapter, it was soooo hard. Then I asked myself "I used to be an awesome kid." Huh. Kalau buka fesbuk pulak, aku main farmville and pet society, chatting with mah friends, and usha gambar2 at 9gag. 

Yeahh. That's my holiday. Tu je aku nak cerite. Have fun in ur holidays ! (i guess) Goodbye and salam..

HIMYM :) I luv you Robiiinnn !

Movie: Brave

Assalamualaikum and morning :)

"There are those who say fate is something beyond our command. That destiny is not our own, but I know better. Our fate lives within us, you only have to be brave enough to see it"

It has been 2 days I haven't post anything on my blog. Yes, i admit it. Holiday is sooo boriingg. Since i'm not going anywhere during this holiday, i've decided to purchase Brave movie on astrobest. !! The movie was very interesting, awesome, fascinating, and including moral values too. The movie was about a princess name Merida wants to live in freedom and don't wanna get married. The movie IS one of the kind. Totally different when compared to the other princess story (yang gedix2 tu) because this one have a lot of stunts and wars and no kissing or romantic parts :D

This movie ada kaitan sedikit dengan sense of mother and daughter. So, for those who always have a fight between their mom (like me), I recommend you to watch this movie. Movie ni pun sesuai juga for the whole family. Hehe. 

Their characters also seem really realistic and semuanya comel comel especially Merida. She's my favourite character besides her naughty brothers and her dad, King Fergus. Her mom, Queen Elinor reminds me of my mom. Likes to nagging, scolding, semuanya nak perfect, blablabla. But I love my mom though. Furthermore ,movie ni ada campur aduk sikit dengan zaman viking and I think their movie location had inspired from Ireland, Scotland or Uk. And the naturally green background color made the movie effect more stronger and peaceful. 

To be honest, I cried masa last part. Sedih sangat sangat. Dunno how to describe it and this picture will tell you. Really means a lot. 

That's all my review about this movie. Aku tahu movie ni dah lama. But it's kinda worth purchase it at astrobest ^_^ That's all for today. Goodbye and salam..don't forget to study ye ! 

Maal Hijrah 1434

Assalamualikum :) Sekarang ni dah 1 Muharram. Salam Maal Hijrah and selamat tahun baru semuaa. 

Well, the time is now 1.14 am. I should have gone to bed right now. Tapi, hati rasa nak post something. Ok, keep writing. 

This earlier, I watched a breath-taking show on tv9 called "My Journey To Islam". The story was about a British woman told about her experience before she became a Muslim. It was kinda sad story and it really opened my mind. It's hard to say hear. And i learnt a lot of lessons. 

I have to be grateful of everything He gave to me. Walaupun kecil atau besar, kena juga bersyukur. I don't know what to say. I'm speechless right now. I kept thinking about the post that I wrote 2 days ago. I'm sorry if i have been so ungrateful mindless person. I've never meant to brag. It's just that I was too mad about the hangout thingy. I'm supposed to say Alhamdulillah of everything, but what I did was nagging and trash-talked.

Confession: I've always mad at myself of why I have to be soo not pretty. In the other hand, ugly. Sometimes my friends mocks me and they think that i'm delirious. That was really stressful. Tapi sekarang, the word Alhamdulillah makes me realized that  Allah beri rezeki yang aku perlu, bukan yang aku nak. Contoh rezeki tu, ilmu pengetahuan, happiness, and keberkatan hidup. Right now, I have an awesome mom, awesome friends and family. Diorang semua tu anugerah yang Allah bagi.  

So, do apologies me about everything that I've done. Tahun baru ni, aku nak mulakan azam baru. Which is think positively, work hard and study smart for the last batch PMR, and keep it ugly.  

wise word from a wise creature.


Gathering With Friends prt 2


So, janji nak sambung balik kan? Alrighty then.

Like I told you, I felt regret and I promised to myself that if any event has to be related to a food store, i'm sooo not going ! Kalau black pearls hangout, even though related with a food store, aku akan pergi. Sebab diorang sporting, sederhana, and not doing a duck-face while snapping pics. I'm getting used with them. But, with Sufi, Ainin, Farha and Tasya, aku tak biasa. Yela, because i'm the only looser in that gathering. Mereka lawa tapi saya killjoy and metal. If two worlds met, things would get complicated. 

That night, Dinie called me. I told her about the gathering. I felt so relived when talking with her. I felt like lady rainicorn was in my mouth. Heh. 

Ok, yang ni aku cuma nak beritahu sebelum sampai ke penghujung post. Sufi was really different when buat gathering ni. She was like avoiding me. I know, i'm the looser so dia kena jaga reputation dia. And I had to be excited sikit with muthafcuking Korean stuffs so she wouldn't be bored. Sometimes i just felt broke inside but I wouldn't admit. Sorry kalau post ni macam menghina. Bukan menghina, this is called experience. Untuk peringatan aku sendiri supaya tak buang masa. Time is gold, man. 

Yup, we've reached the end. So if u guys wanna trash me back just because of this post, go ahead. Cuz i deserved it! goodye and salam..

Gathering With Friends

Assalamualaikum and morning :)

My mom had already went back to KL and I really misses her a lot. Yesterday, Farha invited me gathering at KFC. She also invited Sufi, Tasya and Ainin. So, yeah. I don't know what to say. It was the most horrible, not-fun yet boring hangout ever! Cerita ni panjang sikit sebab experience kena bagi detail, baru korang akan tahu betapa bosannya hangout ni. Here's the story.

Everyone was wearing baju kurung including me. Sufi and Tasya's baju kurung were totally stunning, flowery pattern and they look totally cutee. Farha's style were like batik (i guess) and Ainin's were purple with pink hijab. They all look cute. Mine was green and manly. I wore my mom's baju kurung. Baju kurung lawa tapi bila aku pakai, epic failed. I looked like a well-dressed pickle with glittery head. 

Then, we started to eat. Semua orang makan ayam except Tasya. She ate burger. You don't know how much she loves burger. Farha yang belanja aku so I owe her a lot. After that, aku belanja dia balik. Then we went outside and talk about stuffs (yeah,hell no -_-). Then, we snapped some pics. Fyi, gambar aku langsung takde. I'm the one jadi cameraman diorang masa tu. Kemudian, hujan turun dgn lebat sekali. Alhamdulillah! I don't know why Farha wanted us wear baju kurung. It was fcuking hot like six degree hell. She said biar kita nampak ayu bila snap pic. Ffffffff. 

cenggini aku punya face expression bila diorang amik gambar.

The reason I don't wanna be in the pic b'coz I will look different and gedix. With a certain people je I like to be in pic. So, we went back inside. And the boredemness has begun ! I sat in the middle of a table while everyone was snapping their pic. Ada partner pulak tuh. Farha with Tasya, Ainin with Sufi. I sat in the middle of a table with poker face. Semua orang tengah syok2 sendiri. Aku pulak, stared at them, wore a fake smile, tengok henpon, betul2 kan kain. 

Omfg, aku rasa sangat sangat sangat menyesal ikut diorang. I felt like i had wasted my mom's cash for nothing! Kalau aku tak ikut, aku akan dok rumah and help my mom cooking meatloaf. Argghhhhh ! Ok u guys. After this i'll post some more about this stupid event. Nak berehat jap. Goodbye.

I've Had A Shit Day

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hello everyone. Today, I couldn't stop crying because next year I will move to KL for REAL and for ETERNITY. It was all because of me. It was all started when my mom,my sis and I went for grocery shopping.

In the car, on the way to Tesco, my mom said that if my sis and I live in KL by now, my mom wouldn't be burden for spending rm300+ once every two weeks. Then I was like ''daffuk?'' No way! I'm not living in that city of shit anymore 'cuz for the last time I lived there, my grades were sucks, no freedom, bohsia attitude, pollution mendadak, struggling, and felt like there was no hope to live. 

Another reason my mom wanted us to live in KL because tak nak menyusahkan opah, tak cukup duit, and banyak lagi. Aku menangis kat Tesco dan sampai sekarang mata aku still lumpy and sepet. Aku tak tau nak cakap ape. The question that I kept telling myself 'till now is.."Kenapa aku tak mati je?"

Like I mentioned this earlier. It was all my fault! I wish I was dead so I don't have to face this and watching this world developing with vices. If i'm dead by now, my mom would probably have enough money, my parents wouldn't divorce, my grandma wouldn't suffer from injuries, there wouldn't have global warming, and the love of my life wouldn't smoke just because stressed out watching me living here. Aku dah tak tau nak mengadu dekat siapa. I felt like everyone is abandoning me. I felt lonely and useless. 

Kalau sesiapa yang baca post ni, mesti diorang pikir aku ni macam orang nak murtad. Tak ingat Allah. Aku cuma bertawakal sekarang. Berserah segalanya kepada Ilahi. Sebab Dia yang menentukan takdir aku and what is the best for me. It's just that aku tak nak hidup kat sana lagi. Perangai aku akan berubah menjadi bohsia seperti dulu dan markah aku akan merosot kalau aku hidup kat sana.

Dah lah, aku tak nak cerita panjang sangat. Aku bersyukur apa yang Allah bagi. The last thing I wanna do is to sit back and watch the world. I'm emotionally exhausted and wish I could turn back time. 

The Moment That I've Been Waiting For !

Hello and assalamualaikum..

I'm back ! Just wanna write the good news and the bad news. And, this post wouldn't be too much longer. It's simple. 

This afternoon I logged-in to my facebook and Mubasyirah told me about my result and my class ranking. Ok, recite Bismillah and take a deep breath :3  

I got number seven. Alhamdulillah. Walaupun menurun sedikit, tapi aku kekal jugak dalam kedudukan top 10. Once again, alhamdulillah :) Fyi, Mubasyirah got number..wait for it..she got number 2 in class !! Isn't that fcuking amazing ?! Wow, she swore to herself that she will devastate me for the final exam and she really did it. Congratulation Muba ! you really deserve it and akhirnya usaha kau ada jugak hasilnya :D

Then Ameer told me that he got no 6. Farah got no 10 and it's really obvious that Hanis will get no 3. I think, Ainin will get number 8 or 9. InsyaAllah.

Congartz korang ! Same2 la kite tahun depan pegi konvo and amik sijil :p 
Mubasyirah, you deserves to be called as smartasshole ! 


Sweet Memories 2012

Assalamualaikum y'alls :)

Today...was...legend...wait for it...dary ! LEGENDARY ! I had the most awesome jamuan kelas ever. But, compared with the 2011 punya, 2011 lagi awesome. Like I mentioned to you, I brought jellos and it was totally worth it ! Alright my people, gather around and let me finish my sweetest memory ever !

So, in the early in the morning, teachers had gave us boring speeches about the next year's school session. Fyi, tahun depan form 3,4,5 sesi pagi. Form 1,2 and peralihan sesi petang. Yeayyy ! Syioknyee.. balik rumah pukul 1.10 bebeh ! Ok, sambung cerita. Then, ada senamrobik performance and it was superly gangnam style ! hehe. After recess , aku volunteered myself to do the gotong-royong class. Yes, 2 Delima is now clean and tidy. Marvelous !

Lepas gotong-royong, we gathered around at the canteen and prepare for the event. Mubasyirah brought puddings for the whole class (thanks,dudee), Farah brought tam-tam snacks, and the others brought bihun goreng, chocolates, fizzy drinks, sweets, and stuffs that could make us have a sweet tooth. Cikgu Kartina pulak beli KFC untuk kitorang. It was really fun. Paling kelakar skali time rebut ayam. Yeahh, everyone was fighting for the drumstick. Kahkahkah. Aku dgn Sufi share ayam. Sikit gilee Sufi makan. Duhh ~ nak diet konon. 

Then aku amik pudding yang rupa dah tak macam pudding. Cikgu Kartina said that it was b'coz of the high temperature. At first I thought it was cocktail. :p
Then Sufi,Farha and Dahlia snapped some pics. Sufi berposing bagaikan seorang model. Comel gilee.

 I have no pics this year. Like I mentioned, my cam was ruined. But this memory will never be forgotten :') Alright. That's all. Tak nak cerite banyak2 sebab perutku kembung krn makan ayam. Heh. Goodbye and happy holiday ! :D

Hari Persekolahan Terakhir Adalah Esok

Assalamualaikum :)

Hello everyone ! How are you ? Sekarang ni musim tengkujuh and the rain never stops ! Alhamdulillah. I love rain. Nothing special today and I definietly would like to write about how was school today. Absolutely not-that-kinda-i-was-expected. But it was fun hanging out with my friends in the computer room.

So, there was us. Chillin' out and we were allowed to log-in to any kinds of website. Sufi log-in to her facebook 'cuz she had my words. She promised me that she will send HIM a message. At the end of the day, she didn't. -_- whatever..

Then, I showed Sufi a vid. The Exorcist. Hahaaha!! Kelakar masa tuh. Sufi terkejut mase tengok part last skali. Later, Sufi,Muba and I watched a horror Korean film. The Death Bell. Epic gileee weyh ! Tengok setengah jer. Tadi time balik sekolah aku sambung tengok cerite tu balik. Fuhh !! Satu hari rumah kena blackout and my brain couldn't stop thinking 'bout those shits. Lol. 

I realized that the title for this post isn't suitable. Hehe, saje je nak trolling people. U mad, bro ? :p 

Ok, that's all for today. Sorry kalau post ni tak caiyok sngat. Takde mood. I wish I hadn't watched PiewDiePie's epic vid where he played the Slenderman game. My brain kept thinking 'bout that shit. Orait, selamat malam :)

Schools and Grades

Selamat pagi and assalamualaikum ^.*

Today is the third day of SPM and my members and I have to cuti bergilir due to the school organisation. It's really getting bored so I decided to write a post. Lalalalalalala... *merepek je*

School holiday is around the corner bebeh ! Lagi dua hari nak sekolah and I know, the end of the semester would be legendary. My friends are organizing and planning to make jamuan kelas. As usual, I'll bring some jelly(s) jer. Hehe. Tak cukup bajet. For this year, aku dah tak snap2 pics sebab camera aku sudah dijahanamkan oleh adik-adikku. *shit that* sorry. -__-  

 I think semua markah PAT dah dapat so probably the exchange-class announcement will be held on tomorrow kot. Ya Allah, letakkanlah aku di kelas 3 Delima. I want to make my mom proud :)

Technically, aku akan dapat nombor lower than ten. It's obvious 'cuz my grades are totally not cool. 5A2B1C. Uhh..hate to talk about my grades and I realized that aku akan turun class jugak. Ya Allah, give me the strenght to face the reality :'(

Dah2. Stop. Nanti mula pulak berdrama. Ok, sampai di sini. Nak pi tengok kartun Adventure Time With Finn and Jake. Hehehe. Kalau ada masa, i'll post great stuffs i guess. Bye ! :>

New Chapter :3

Assalmualaikum and Hello :)

It has been a very long time I didn't log in to this blog. My last post was published in 4 or 5 months ago. Lama tuh -_- I'm sorry if i've deleted my old post, posting such an annoying stuffs, and trash-talked. Right now, i'm going to start a new chapter of my life, history, and experience. 

Furthermore, i would like to be more specific. I know, when I looked back to my old post, I was really shocked. My b.melayu and english were disaster and it's kinda hard to read. Heheh. 

My hope is this blog could be less useless and more specific :p I shall use right words for a better grammar and bm. *big words,they kills* x_x