Review: John Green's Novel


Yeah, I guess this is my second time to write a review/feedback about something that I've seen, watched, heard, read or whatev. Yang first time tu waktu aku tengok cerita Brave.

Well, i'm not good to indicate my own opinions or feedback. But I try lah.

"The Fault In Our Stars" written by John Green. 

I've finished reading the book. And I FEEL AMAZINGLY EMOTIONAL. Ya Allah. The novel is wonderful and interesting gila. Seriously. I think every 16 year-old Malaysian people should read this book 'cuz I also want them to feel the same way as I feel and I don't how to describe these feelings. Every word Mr. Green had written burns my chest and corrodes my heart to yield the sense of delight and grieve. 

The story was about Hazel Grace who is diagnosed with lung cancer. And then she met a gorgeous plot twist name Augustus Waters-who is diagnosed with a bone cancer- who suddenly appears at The Support Group and Hazel's story is completely to be about rewritten. 

Hazel Grace Lancaster. Her lung is sucks at being lungs. 
You have my pitty, Hazael Grace.

Augustus Waters. This picture is as precise as I imagined when I read the book. 
He likes to put a cigar in his mouth without lighting it. Here's how it works:
"They don't kill you unless you light them. And i've never lit one. It's a metaphor,see: You put the killing thing right between your teeth but you don't give it power to do its killing "- Augustus Waters.

The story is unique 'cuz it's a love story. Two young strangers met together and after that they had fall in love. <3  Grammar, vocabs and words dalam novel ni memang hardcore. Kalau nak betul2 faham story dia you must have the commitment to understand it by look up on the meaning of the words. 

How I react: It doesn't make me cry (tapi rasa macam nak nangis). If it doesn't make me cry it makes me think and laugh. And I fell in love with myself and the author who barely knew my existence even more! Such a brilliant read and the critics was right.

On top of that, diorang kata they're going to make a movie out of it. Oooohhhh MyyYyyy Glaaabbb. The movie will be released in June dekat America. Hopefully the movie will be screened in Malaysia as soon as possible 'cuz I'm dying to see them in real life. :D

I'm planning to re-read the book over again and looking forward to buy another Green's book. Either "Will Grayson Will Grayson" or "The Abundance Of Katherine". :)

Dog Days Are Not Over


Top of the morning, fellas. Yes, it's almost 5 a.m and lagi berapa jam sekolah nak mula. Saturday school, by the way. Great taste of coffee sat right next the laptop and tons of unfinished homework are still on the dining table. As usual, blogging first then homeworks! Today I feel like wanna post something even though i'm lacking of life's experience in these days.

Ok, let's get starting. 

Had a wonderful time for the past few weeks. Merentas desa drill, my 'bro' had join the ST's family, i'm getting closer with my friends and I see my crush everyday. Nevertheless, every perfect moment has their own flaws. Dinie had her worse feeling 'cuz she'd hang up on people's comment and judgement about her, and she and Muba got humiliated in front of senpai(s) with their struggled vocabs and I also had the flaw moments too. 

I sucks at addmaths, I sucks at educating people, I sucks at being a normal human, I sucks in giving advice to people, and I sucks at controlling my jealousy (thus, this is the kind of form of feelings towards my crush as it blooms every single time I saw him talking with other girls who are rather more attractive than me)  . But ya know what, sucking at something is the first step in being good at something. 

Furthermore, MARA is killing me! Yes, I have sign-up for a boarding school in Taiping but the result is too goddamn slow like an ass. Dah la syllabus kat sini pun slow. I'm afraid if I passed within the result, I have to desperately catch up with their syllabus and that would ruin the whole reason why I need to further my studies there. Dear MARA, if you don't wanna take me as your student or don't wanna waste your good precious scholarships to someone like me so please just speed up the whole process and just send an email or a letter so I could stop worrying about my education 'cuz you don't know how much I struggled here. You mofo assclown.

Dah, stop whining.

Ain't whining, it's just that...i need this offer. Kalau tak dapat pun bagitau je la so at least I would prepare for a tuition or something.

Before I go further, there's something important I wanna tell here. MCR.
My Chemical Romance. One of my beloved people. My soul. My everything. 
They had announced that they are making a tribute upon their break-ups. It's an album called "May Death Never Stop You". *sobs..sobs. I want it. I need it. I miss them so much. Aku harap album ni jual kat Malaysia. 

K, that is all about today. Hmm. I guess I'd never lacking of experience about life after all. Here's a list. Yups, a list. Don't know an appropriate title for this list. So, yeah. A list. :

-Make some fine, good, privilege of art. Draw or play piano with a new song.
-Read some fine books. Currently, i'm reading "The Fault in Our Stars" by John Green. 
-Be nice and compassion with others.
-Eat well, sleep well, exercise regularly and study-smart.
-Remember Allah. ALWAYS remember Him in the times of grace and descend. Be grateful. ALWAYS.

Let's Go Get.........Ice-Cream :/


Konichiwa! Yesterday was the second day of school and I still felt weird of not having Sufi as my seatmate. Still, I'm happy Dinie is beside me and she has been helping me a lot. Lebiu,man :*

So, about the "drama" I'm going to talk about..well, am not gonna post about it. 'Cuz it was so stupid. My stupidity, my selfishnesses, my dirty mouth and everything that I owed made my bond between one-of-my-favourite-people destroyed. Sekarang ni I don't know what to do. My mind is messed up right now.

Kids, all I want to say is..don't you ever drag about politics and about your financial crisis in your dining table (masa makan). EVER. Especially dengan asshole yang tak habis2 nak diri dia menang. Yes, it's the same asshole yang aku post haritu. 'Cuz you know why? Sorry to say this but our country's politicians are dickheads. Nobody likes dickheads. They're dickheads and still have shitloads of voters and supporters and all of them have.....*krik krik* *krok krok*

Ok, aku malas nak berpolitik kat sini. I don't want it to be carried away cuz if I did, that would make me one of them. Dah dah. Kids, apa2 pun kita kena bersyukur sekarang ni. Biarlah harga barang naik mendadak, (yeah mom tolong baca ni let us learn to be grateful and be more thrifty) but yang paling penting sekali is our piety to Allah. Tu je. Banyakkan bersabar and rezeki ada di mana2. InsyaAllah.

Uhh. Mulut berbisa.. badan, hati,otak,minda,hormon,otot,rambut,kaki,tangan,telinga,bulu binasa.

K bye. Oh, pasal benda lain yang aku nak post tu satgi ah. Susah nak cram segala2nya kat sini. ><

Gebu la Gerard Way ni :*

Aku Budak Bio. Ow Yes!


Elllooooooooooo. Today was the first day of school omg now i'm unofficially 16 years old (besday lambat lagi). Everything went great today but the only thing that makes me sad was Sufi isn't my partner anymore. She had been there for me, backing me up for 3 years but now...dia masuk kelas 4SA. Aku 4ST. Aku tak sangka kau tinggalkan aku Sufi. Kau tak sayangkan aku ke? Without you, i'm nothing. Eyh ceh ceh ceh..

I knew it. Things won't stay the way it should be. Uhhh. I even hardly meet my crush. Last year I could see him 10 times a day. But this year...he took the "invention" stream (kelas reka cipta) and I only saw him during recess. HE.WAS.GORGEOUS. Tapi biarlah. I think it's the best for me to get rid of him out of my mine 'cuz I want this silent obsession to be over with so I could easily focus on my studies. You have no idea. Science stream is even tougher than I thought.

Speaking about science stream, hari ni ade la belajar sikit2. And I also met a few teachers. Mr Lee is my class teacher and tadi aku dah chop tempat. (Oh,yes. Guess what I sat beside Dinie this year) Tapi Mr Lee said tempat duduk kitorang chop tu is for temporary. Oh mai god sir. Seriously dude? So I ran across the the balcony and almost hit two innocent girls over a sit that has a fan above it for nothing? -.- 

Okay, back to the basic. So today I've we've learnt  new stuffs. Bm, Chemist, Add Maths, Sej. To me, the only subject that could turn me into a hardcore lazy-ass is Bm. Sebab i'm really not interested in Bm actually. But you know what, miracle happened. I started to like it a little 'cuz cikgu yang ajar kitorang is soooo sweeeettt.

Tapi apa2 pon, the point is that I must study hard and study smart starting from now. The priority of my goal for these 2 whole years of 2014 and 2015 is to pass every subject that I learn with flying colours and to determine to get all straight A+ in SPM. Plus, aku kena jugak rajin bertanya. Biarla orang kata "she annoys me" or "uh,sibuk la dia ni" but at least aku annoying bertempat jugak. I'll try to ask questions as many as possible so I could seek their wisdom. Every human makes mistake and that includes me. Even though PMR straight As doesn't mean I'm a smart-ass. I'm fragile and broken. So the only thing that I could survive in this rascally world is with education. InsyaAllah.

Plus, I must start learning to be grateful. Bersyukur apa yang ada. (walaupun semua harga barang sekarang naik mendadak. Shit)

Nanti I will post more. Ada "drama" between me and my mom lepas balik sekolah tadi. Oh gos oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh. Besides that, i'll try to cram all the occasions in one post. Pasal "adik" aku, former 3 Delima students *sobs sobs*, and also nak post satu gambar aku yang hodoh.