Asphyxiated

Assalamualaikum 

Ayyye ssup ! Ohmygod I can't believe that Ramadhan is coming to its end wehhh sedih gila. To be honest, this Ramadhan is the most greatest Ramadhan of all. Masa dulu dulu I had always nagging over my exhaustion, and then pikir nak bukak puasa, like overall "puasa tapi tak puasa" hah macam tu TTwTT And it feels like time flies so fast. I don't know how to describe this feeling and don't know how to handle with this sadness anymore. Sedih do. Alhamdulillah cuz i've been doing good deeds. Dulu perangai cm haram terawih langsung tak pergi. Tapi tahun ni..boleh almost like, twice a week or three times a week camtu la.

Gahh entah la dapat ke tak jumpa Ramadhan tahun depan. Haihh kot kot belum lagi raya Allah dah tarik nyawa aku T.T well in that case, im ready to face it i guess.

Speaking of raya... ah tapayah la cerita. Probably raya tahun ni tak bermakna. Im sick of people kept tweeting bout raya and all those stuffs gth pls. Ever since Abang Jiji and Abang Wan pergi America, everyhting has changed. Drastically. That's why aku tak suka raya. Tbh the only thing I see happiness during Eid is the blessings and the joys of having breakfast at 7 am tu je heheh :3

And yeah, maybe I'm gonna celebrate this Eid with less jollification and more focusing on my studies. SPM nak dekat wehh ;_; I don't wanna brag or being overly confident with myself, but I think I ken du dis ayyye insyaAllah :3 Cuma physic jela. Aku dah taktau nak study physic macam mana lagi. Belajar physic kt sekolah lembab namatey and dah la syllabus form 4 tak sempat habis. Then cikgu expect kitorang dah belajar kt tuition ayy memang la kan hahahahah :"D

They said physic diorang dah ke laut. welp aku punya
dah mashuk kubur adios


Well rasanya my "nagging about happening shits and stuffs" mood dah habis. Malam ni or bila bila nanti I wanna post the occasions that happened during this month of holy Ramadhan <3 I have to post it, nanti bila dah tua tua kerepot I could reminiscing back the good old days :')) Bye bye xoxox


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