nostalgic nuance

Assalamualaikum and good mornin' !

Danngg I had a remarkable times in these past few days. Really. Last week Muba, Sarah and I hang out for the very first time in year 2016. Yeah the meeting went official tho. Hahaha hang out kt pasar malam je. Cuma this year different sikit. I dont know what or which part was but it felt slightly different than last year. Aku pun taktau apa dia. 

While we hanging out, Muba ajak pergi Parade on that Saturday. Just to sell our old, worn out reference books that are no longer needed which has been cluttered our houses for several years. Well, I managed to get rm15 for 8 books TvT. Lels last2 duit tu lenyap jugak sebab pakai untuk tambang bas, beli makanan semua tu. Ahmagah.

On that Saturday tu jugak, Abang Wan and Mommy came visiting here :')) Dayyum Abang Wan makin hensem nohh. Abang Wan highlighted a touch of his front hair, had his head trimmed on the both sides, and he have also worked out. In that evening we had good pizzas, sharing stories and chill.

Malam lepas maghrib tu, Abang Syafiq pulak datang melawat :')) We had dinner together and at that moment, I thought this situation, the gatherings, the prosperities, the laughs that we used to had 8 years ago will never appear. Goddamn i feel all nostalgic already. Watching them devoured those fried chicken, sambal sotong associated with stuffed cabbage and eggs while sharing stories about Abang Wan's first shotgun in navy, Abang Syafiq's life and his jokes made my mind float in the midst of ecstasy. It was precious sebab dah lama gila tak berkumpul macam ni.

At 10.30 pm Abang Wan, Abang Syafiq and I hang out at the porch. They had cigars and we talked, and talked and talked till we didnt realize it was already 1.30 am. We spoke about politics, jokes and memes, global warming, about life, dirty talks and all that. These guys even gave me a tricky life hacks bila sambung belajar masuk universiti nanti. They are wise. Hahaha macam2 la life hacks aku dapat. Oh, they even talked about their relationships. Abang Wan lepas balik KL nanti ada date dengan sorang chinese girl. They'll be going on ice skating. Abang Syafiq pulak cuma pikir nak settle down with his long-term girlfriend. I hope everything went well, bros. Plus, Abang Syafiq even talked about how pathetic kids in these generation, how absurd they performing moshes in gigs, how sick are kids in these days treating schools, teacher and other people. Quite offended but I couldnt agree more. Salute !

And then we hang out at McDonald's for a couple of minutes(abang syafiq bawak kereta macam orang gila --'). Had a large curly fries and cokes. Then we headed straight to Ipoh city and had some street burger. We wandered around gerbang malam and went into this ranggi store. Kawan Abang Syafiq punya. Fuhh best gila. Jual macam2 benda rare kt situ. Later that night, kitorang balik rumah and that's it. 2.30 am sampai rumah dah. 

I felt momentous during that day. Tak sangka do. They are the first who brought me lepak2 sampai tengah2 pagi. They are the first elderly seniors who I hang out with. And they're the first for being all open-minded and straight forward when preach, even kalau kutuk menghina diri masing2 still tak amik hati hahahah. I will always love both of them.

can't we go back to page one and do it all over again ?

Heres To Another Year

ape nak jadi dengan playlist blog ni entahlanak. biarjela //cries//

Surprise, surprise. Happy 2016, lads! Hahaha i should be writing this post 2 days ago. Yeah, i was going to. But then i ended up staying in the bathroom for 30 minutes and i supposed that i've been celebrating my entire after-party new year in the toilet then. After that i posted this incredible horse sitting on top of gigantic blue ball on twitter and I thought that it would be an epic first tweet for year 2016. No regrets.

So. I guess that my new year went well so far. I met Muba in the evening of 1st January. Dah 2 minggu tak jumpa dia kot. We talked and talked and I already missed her. I hope everything goes well and I pray that her family is strong enough and being able to face the challenges after what had happened to their beloved Atah, ill lying in the hospital bed. I felt so sorry for them tho and hopefully that Atah is recovered as soon as possible.

Oh, i almost forgot. The typical new year resolution list. Nah i have nothing to say here. I'm looking forward for an official driver's liscence and furthering my studies to diploma that's all. And of course, i'm in the search for The Great Perhaps. I'm not sure what does that mean cuz I literally picked that quote from Green's Looking For Alaska novel. But it sounds wonderful which i probably guessing it may leads to the definition of the unknown event. Just like in the novel. Yeahhh. I'm looking forward to that as well. Manatau tetiba aku dapat travel around the world for free, or maybe a new adventure is around the corner..macam aku pergi Kellie's Castle and Teluk Batik haritu. Random je pergi hahaha. Or manatau terjumpa jodoh ke hehehehokdah

mekaceh abam2 semua sebab sudi bawak aku jenjalan.
lepasni kita travel lagi okei

And another more thing is that I hope i become a better person. I bitch people, and people will bitch me back. But for this time, i'm gonna bitch them in a good-mannered way. And also, i gotta love myself more and chill and watch all the things come and go. Like holding back the river.

Bila pikir2 balik, rasa kelakar la jugak tahun 2015. I think 2015 was an okay year for me. Macam2 cabaran aku tempuh. Feelings of regret, sebab tak belajar physic sampai habis and sampai sekarang aku still confuse pasal chapter heat and light and radioactive. Feeling disappointed and guilty, because i didn't put enough effort during school exams and made my opah n mama upset. Feeling in love, affectionate toward my friends during our fighting and killing for SPM. Also falling in love over the wrong person, hahaha ini paling lawak i've been obsessed over this guy for years and it's time for letting this awful,hideous grip go. Falling for him was worth it. And last but not least, feeling grateful. I'm grateful for every moment that i spent and each breath that I took in.

kenapa semua menghilang

Ohgosh. The most important, by that i mean SIGNIFICANT thing of all the significance is that my favourite american babes Pierce The Veil are going to release NEW ALBUM AGAGGAGAGAGGAGAGAG I CANT WAIT. Sumpah siaa tak sabar gila (ok im done cuz pasal benda ni aku dah banyak menganjing kt twitter dah). 2016 is gonna be lushes and fabulous with these guys :D ya Allah aku harapla diorang buat tour kat sini :')

Welp rasanya ini je kot aku nak cerita, eventho sebenarnya banyak lagi aku nak share kt sini. Maybe next time. And i will be adding some throwback moments for the next update heheh. xoxoxo byee

Cheers to sublimes souls and existence, lads ! *clings wine glass*